suck it up

how dare you
get the six pack
when you
know you
need the twelve,
or burn bridges when
you are on this
most precarious
island,
you selfish,
inconsiderate,
lacking-foresight
waste of space?
“have a positive outlook”
and
“negate negative self-talk”
sound just as foreign to me
as it does to you, when I say
“incise vertically”
or
“make it look like an accident”
in whom can I confide?
my trust has two options:
apathy,
or a padded cell.